My review Of Year 2005.

A very happy new year again to everyone. Well I guess we have finally entered 06' with blessing, hopes and new goals on our sight. Year 2005 was rather a fine year for me. For the rest it may be the year of rebuilding their lives back, some needed to start fresh and put their losses behind, while others are still coping with tragedies such as the Tsunami, earthquake, terrorism attack and the war in Iraq. The start of year 05 wasnt something all of us in the world would wished for... Together side by side, hand to hand, brothers and sisters, family and friends, even strangers, we stood up and shared our grieve and commemorate to those who loss their lives during the tsunami tragedy. Indeed it wasnt the best of start, but life moves on....

Its time to reflect my year 05, Here is my story of the ups and down of my life. The year was rather fast n furious I have to say. Another dateless year for me during valentine day (Oh well, nth new to me and every1). By march, I've turned 20. And it couldnt get any better than that. I was deployed at Changi Airport along with the Airport Police to ensure the security of Singapore. It was something to be proud of. And on the other hand, I shifted house somewhere in Changi. Its located behind the back of Changi Airport. It was cool seein the air planes taking off from the back of my house. Then, the reality comes. "The road to ATEC", we started our training again in mid april. It was hectic period... All we wanted to do was just get it over and done with.

In May, things started really bad. We didnt have time to really treasure our weekends. And yes, I had a horrible period during the month of May, June. I was 1 of the victims whose wallet, money, handphones were stolen. I was devastated and to make matter worst, the culprit used my cellphone and make a prank to all my girl frens. Thankfully, they my friends knew it wasnt me. The investigation took sometime to solve and it didnt help me either with the problem I had at home regarding the maid.

Yes honestly to say, The maid actually had feelings for me for mths and I didnt even see it coming. I was so scared and petrified. She called me abt 100x using my room phone while I was in camp. It was frustrating, cuz the calls didnt end. Even when I was tryin to sleep at nite. It happened for the entire week. Scary part was she even called my officer to ask abt me. I thought she was crossing the line but nooooo, She went even further. I thought I had enough of the nonsense when she wrote a love letter and put in under my pillow. The passage she wrote was short but complicated. I left no choice but to talk to my parents abt it. If only she had stop this earlier she wouldnt have to face the consequences. I was feelin guilty when my parents terminate her contract. Deep down in my heart, I felt that it was abit harsh to sack her. Overall she did a gd job as a maid. I was tellin my dad to give her a chance to redeem herself. But I guess the decision was final.

Funny when it comes to think of it, I dunno why I attract such ppl in life, Even gays! Like wth... Oh well, life was just started to get normal during the 2nd half of the year. We were still preparing for Taiwan for our last ever mission. And then comes 13 of August. We say goodbye to our friends,family and our homeland for a month, "Taiwan here we come!". I had a mixed feeling abt the trip... Firstly, its a long 30days of hell and secondly, it was the last one so why dont we just go and finish the job together.

On the 17 August 05, my grandma passed away. I was saddened by the news. I had trauma and didnt know what to do then. My body felt so numb and I spent the entire day crying and cryin over the loss of my grandma. It hurts alot when I come to think that everyone in the family was there and I was all alone, being left out far far away from Singapore. I took the earliest flight home to rejoin my family. It was by far the lowest point of my life. Enough said. I do not wish to think or talk abt it, it still hurt.

Finally, it was coming to an end of the year. The month of november passes just like water flowing down the river. December was even great. I actually went clubbing every weekend with the rest and yeah at some point with Izan's frens; They are all cool ppl. I vow that I shall not go to club as much as I did durin the month of December. Its going to be a habit if I continue to do so. But Im glad that I did not drink or do anything stupid. Funny that It all started during Riz Bdae back in July. We were all newbies and didnt know what the heck we doin in there. Back to December, everyone is feeling good and looking forward to ORD. And we had our very last parade on the 15December. And I thank those who came to watch. Of course I'm sure all of u were happy on that day too cuz of my treat to Swensen after the parade. Well Christmas was great, I've got my presents and Im officially a civilian now. And yes we spent the last week of the year in KL... Boy, Im gonna miss that place. Nx stop: Bangkok?....We'll see. For now, Happy new year once again to everyone. My blessin goes out to evryone. Till then its goodbye.