This is 1 of those time tt Im gonna talk abt my life..It has been a hectic week. Physically tired, mentally shagged and the worst is yet to come. I'll probably give my very best towards the end of my NS life. And it would be a moment to be remembered of for life. So Im few weeks away left for R.O.C (Republic Of China). Excited? Anxious? Worried? I dunno.... As far as Im concern, I just want to get over it. That would be the last ever mission. And yeah I received a news that I won't be going to Thailand anymore. I was suppose to go to Thailand for some Brigade mission 3 days after touch down from R.O.C. but they took me off the very last min. From 6 guys to 4 guys. Of course I had a mixed feelings upon hearing that news. The bad news is that I'm probably gonna stay home and rot and not to travel but the good news is that I won't have to suffer 2weeks there under the hot weather and I can see my friends again in SG. I'm looking forward to travel more often in the near future. Maybe Bali? Kl? who knows...

I feel alot comfortable when I reached home few hrs ago. I guess the problem at home has been solved. But deep down in my heart, I felt sympathy n guilty. I was quite annoyed when it happened, smth which hardly happen to me but thankfully I didnt raise my voice, being demented or start to throw my tantrum. Its just not my type. And I wont do tt. I wish the thing didnt happen in the first place. It was very stupid but it cannot be blame. And this guilt of mine will probably be with me for quite sometime. But I have no other alternative choice.Its like "When a person breaks the law. Justice must be serve." I'm not gonna say what actually happened...Not on the blog. Maybe if u ask me personally, yeah I dun mind sharing my stories with u. And I finally had a heart-to-heart talk with my dad abt some part of my life and of course regardin the problem which happened last wk. He made me realise that people cant control their feelings. It just happened u knw. Our instinct takes over the mind and start to manipulate things. Its natural for a human being to be that way. There's no right, there's no wrong. God gives us feelings so we could feel happiness, sadness, love, anger, guilt and so forth. Right now... I just hope everything will go just fine to everyone of us. Take care all!