So much shit has been happening. Where should I begin? What am I gonna do? What am I thinking? Nothing left in me. It seems so hard to change. The hardest thing is yet to come. I'm still learnin how to accept life. Its so painful and frustrating over the yrs. For some reason, I still cant admit how life has turned out to be the way it is now. Maybe someday I will accept those facts. It will take time, Days, Weeks, Months, Years....Who knows... The only thing now is being me. And how I tackle the situation of life. Indeed Life is full of frustration and disappointment sometimes. That I couldnt hide.