Life is not cruel...It's just meant to be that way.

Sitting infront of the ocean motionless thinking abt the special some1. Memories circulating ur head. Remembering those time when u wanted to call her b4 she leave for overseas just to say 'take care n enjoy ur trip' but she didnt answer n simply board the plane w/o saying a single word to u. You tried asking her out on a date during ur b'day but she already has plan with some1 else. U bought her a valentine's day gift n wanted to pass it to her but she just got no time for u. You decided to bake her a cake during her Birthday only to realise that u re not invited. U wish u could hold her hand, stare at her beautiful eyes with her sweet smile n say ' I love u ' but only to realise its juz a dream. U tried and tried n tried but end up nothing in return. It must be a painful experience. Ur heart just shattered. U break down n cry when nobody is watchin u. U couldnt understand y it doesnt go well at the end. But as soon as ur day pass by u will learn tt both of u arent meant to live to together. Its very hard to accept it but the truth hurts. Love cannot be force. It comes with nature. Sometime when u love some1 u have to let it go. [Written on Shakin's Diary on 20th/April/2004]